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Last thursday I went to the City, wanted to stay 1 night.

I arranged a date for thursday eve with the artist, but unfortunately he became sick.....he sent me some sms, and in one he mentioned his insomnia, which is terrible....

This I told no one when I arrived at home on Saturday.

Yes, Saturday, because on friday morning I got a call from Ani that Ganesha requested if I can go back one day later, not as thought on friday - a huge rain will put me in risky situations on the way - and I was somehow happy to hear:

I had a very bad dream at night, I woke up for a couple of hours...and my car is very old, so its really risky in a way to drive when its raining - I mean, tropic rain is different with lets say european rain.....

 So I went back yesterday, a calm, fast and safe drive.

At home everything was ok, except one of the dogs gnawed my door and Shevia, the cat Ganesha freed last week didnt appear the last 2 days, and also Tigger was not here for almost 1 week now.....

See, a lot of questions for Ganesha are waiting....

1 Kommentar 8.5.11 04:24, kommentieren

Finally peace!!


Ani fell in the morning and Ganesha arrived, completely sleepy and complaining why Kolok wakes him up with the sound of the lawn mower in the middle of the night...

It took some time to tell him that its already 8 am and the sun is shining....did you ever talked to a sleepy god?

Ok, the info was:

Surat, the tall Security imagine to come together with me - Ganesha played back how he was dreaming and trying to touch, kiss during the nap.....so so funny!

Well, for him it was funny that so many men suddenly are interested in me, but me I just interested seriously for the teacher....that was my question, if I should be courageous tomorrow at the date to yome out....his advice was a clear no -the teacher is working too much, the big city is a lame atmosphere. I should wait until he will come here - finally in june...

I asked Ganesha if we can ask a white magician to help us, just making Diego and his black magic to stop.

Ganesha asked Shiva and replied a no need! The Gods are not sleeping!! They are watching us, and if we take another magician - the game goes on. I mentioned that Diego - last week while he spoke through Ani with the priest - wanted that I die.....and ganesha told me to have no fear! The 3 days I was not allowed to go outsidehe defenced the killing order from Diego and sent it back - one of his cows was dying!!!!

The matter with my kid - the lots of food I also asked and he grinned: Its not Diego, its Mammat!!!!!! This was such a relief to hear.....

Ganesha told some intim points of Kadek, who came together with a woman and Ilu asked him about her husband matter....I went out before Ganesha , the new worker is not yet ready to know all about our gifts here....and I was afraid he start searching for us....

 

In the afternoon Ganesha came again, he was very desperate to tell me I should take care about all my important  documents - Land certifications, Company certs, etc.... - should hide it all while I go to the City tomorrow. There is one from outside, know I will be not here and will try to get it out of my house to burn it.....guess who?!

Solution very easy: I promised to take them all with me to the city and thats it!

He mentioned a white snake - are white snakes existing? - in my house, he catched it because its so beautiful and was so thankful that he will be not boring this afternoon....

Then he complained a lot again with Ilu and Ani - why they are not helping me to clean my house! While I am getting horny hands - I got a bit, but I didnt mention to anyone!!

He bacame really upset because the Godesses are complaining: they are inside me and if I am more cleaning than caring about myself......no go!!!

Well, even Ganesha is a childgod - you really dont wanna see him angry! Seriously! 

I must promise to complain with Ani and Ilu - Ilu must promise to help....

And he also mentioned Saraswati want I am nice for tomorrow, for my date with the teacher.

She doesnt want I get wrinkles because I clean and work to much!!! And Parvati is afraid i will loose my hair then and will look like Shiva......for this ganesha was smiling a lot!!!!!!!!!

Before he disappeared he mentioned again the documents......

I am so thankful for this informations, I know I trust too much and never give one thought that someone will even think about to steal  my things......and anyway, i dont want to give a try now, I will take them with me!

 

1 Kommentar 4.5.11 12:54, kommentieren

Finally....

 

Yesterday Ani was working again - her Grandma died last week - and in the morning she fell - Ganesha spoke!

 First he explained how he drank all the water which overflodded our entire land.....I appreciated his help!

He talked about the new worker who came for an interview - Ganesha told he is already tired of waving for new emloyees, for this we need to be calm with him, he is very afraid with westeners and already fallen in love with Ani....

Ganesha was giggling again: The new worker, Komang, in love with Ani, but Ani in love with her Boyfriend, Ilu in love with her husband but he casing other girls, Kadek in love with me but me with the teacher....and he in love with Ani.....was fun!

How to tell a God the complications of humans love?

I asked him about my kid, she is still under the spell of Diego - a chapter i didnt write about, yet...- and he told as long as she doesnt confess to any religion she will be vulnerable for those magic attacks....but anyway, she needs to become more and more concious about herself, when its Diego`s emotions, when she is herself....

I asked about our one cat, she wasnt appearing since 1 week, and he told that the maid from Lestari trapped her because the last time Lestari came here she liked her very much.....As I asked him for help he said he will wave her here, but I asked him to make the maid forgetting to close the door that the cat can run away....

 What else, the cough from Kolok will stay as long as Kolok is angry with me because I dont wanna come together with him....

Ganesha snuffled because R. offers, while on tour, incence but is not taking a shower before....and he is really sweaty. Cute how Ganesha explains.....

The Chapter of Ilu`s husband I skip, this guy is following the national  hobby of unfaithfulness....and hurts her so much!

I needed to complain with Ilu - on Ganeshas order - because he saw me last week how I cleaned my house....and was sweating...he wanted I complain hardly I did it half-hearted - never make trouble with a God - and I explained him Ilu cannot help me because she is the cook for the guests and has a lot of work.......

He wishes that all workers come with the new one, Komang, to Bakungan Temle - Ganeshas Temple - that he can take him in his arms there, so that he can protect him also here on the land.

Thursday they will go.

Ganesha disappeared, Ani "came back".

One hour later the cat came back, loudly complaining and tiny!!!!! A miracle? Not for me......

1 Kommentar 3.5.11 08:16, kommentieren

Shipwreck

The first time in a dream I took photos!!!

Unbelievable....

The first sequence was full of party people, I got to know a handsome guy and he put a sight on me, I remember I told him that I am watching this "Circus" in town....I am living country side and so on.

Nice guy......! But, sad to say, the next sequence popped up:

I was at home, some guests in our resort....

I went from the Restaurant to my house and inbetween I had a view to the ocean: It was shocking: 

All the front was full of spray from breaking waves, some came til my position in the backyard...

I start running to the beach and I saw a middlesized, tipped cruise liner in front of our beach, where the waves were breaking....It was empty, no peoples in danger!

I saw the doors of the cabines - suddenly, because a very big wave pushed it in front of our Bungalow.....which looked a little different as it is.

Someone said something about 13 million....

The cruise liner changed into some parts of big salt ships, Java style, very nice and colourful.

But this parts were stopped by our building, and the wrecks were breaking the roofs...

It was an amazing view: this coloured big wooden shipwrecks, bigger than our buildings, the astonishment and helplessness to put this monsters away, the backlight of the sunset takes all the scenery in such a weird composition - I took my camera and so many great shots!!!!!

No fear, no real destruction, only one part of the roof had a hole....only the question how to pull the wrecks away for a short moment.

And the sound of a mosquito woke up me - too late, I was already bitten. Time to stand up!

Good morning!

 

2 Kommentare 18.4.11 00:45, kommentieren

Talking like a waterfall

When I came into the bungalow Ani was already unconcious, Ganesha popped up after 2 minutes:

*Kolok, our mute gardener asked him for help that I start to fall in love with him.....sorry, I disagreed and Ganesha smiled.

* Ganesha asked me why so many men are flirting with me, and I replied I want only one but we are still too shy to open up....he smiled again and said the one in town I am falling for is like jealous because he thinks that I am in contact with many men.....and he encouraged me to talk to him when I will meet him next week...

*Rosa is calling Ani`s boyfriend, try to drag him but want to get all informations from here.....

*R. is too much working, getting too less sleep and need to take care for a balance....Ganesha told to catch up sleep he was next to the driver having a rest.....

*A longhaired friend of R., must be in the crew, is stressed up and wishes to come and live in Indonesia to find recreation.....

* Bernhard, our neighbour, gave an injection for Momo, one of R.`s cats to make him agressive.....

*Our Security Surat already longing for his girls he can date during working time next week because I `m not here.....Ganesha asked me if he can be mean with him, I agreed.....;-)

* at last he told after the other Gods and Godesses verifyied that it was not true what he told them - by our name yesterday - Shiva pulled his ear!!! Ganesha apologized to everybody but was still giggling for the confusion he set up.....anyway, also Gods getting punishment.....

* Ganesha mentioned the fullmoon ceremony tomorrow....he asked my daughter if she join.....but from the heart, not because anybody or any God tells it!!!! 

He was talking like a waterfall......for all this information bubbling out of him he took maybe 4-5 minutes....and he went, not before asking if there are questions for him. 

I like him so much, missing him already for next week.....

2 Kommentare 16.4.11 07:55, kommentieren

Laughing Ganesha

A couple of minutes ago Ani fell and Ganesha was meditating for 15 minutes, then he appeared:

He told Shiva remains me to stay calm, not to go into stress and the lots of things I need to care for ( which are really a bit too much these days...)

I need to meditate again, I didnt spent time for the Gayatri and Trisandya.....he said, also Saraswati remembered me to to it! And next Saturday I need to go to Bakungan Temple to be with her, that my light shines more.....

She also excused she made this tourist from yesterday having an eye on me....

Ganesha said Shiva already "bondaged" the gohst from this morning: Another small story: a ghost who came first around 1 year ago, a woman with feetlong, white hair, appeared this morning. 2 days ago in the neighbour garden we heard some sound from people usually made for some unwanted spirits to move away.....

Well, she wanted to move in here, next to my house, but Shiva helped.

Again this phenomen this morning of a bad odour and Ani "saw" her.....I am happy she didnt use me this time to come inside, I hate to smell like died people!

Anyway, Ganesha mentioned that R. forgot to visit him in his temple....

And then he started to give all the opposite words to the God and Godesses, Roul and Mammat: like Iluh tell Shiva is bald, I tell Roul is a dwarf and Saraswati is ugly, my daughter tells the Godesses are not beautiful, Mammat has horns like a cow and so on....he was giggling because we are asking for forgiveness, he was so so so laughing about his joke!

I asked about Mammat - because Rosa stopped working here and didnt call him home, he was so sad and crying, asking if he can stay with us - how he can be reborn ( what is usually possible when the mom is praying for Idul Fitri in his Religion...) and Ganesha told he will take a rebirth by a woman which do not belong to any Religion....

Then I asked for Roul, if he also want to rebirth....and Ganesha tells - after he asked Roul - that my son waits until I am getting another child- it will be him, he doesnt want another mom!

Well, I am too old maybe, I mentioned....and all were perplexed....I mean....I am over 40.....and.....I dont want another kid.

Well until here just a small update. Hope the Gods and Godesses are not angry with us...;-)

 

1 Kommentar 15.4.11 09:54, kommentieren

Sleepy Ganesha

He appeared this morning so so so sleepy, asked why he need to wake up in the night! Then he was really ashamed when he figured out its already daylight....

He told that Rosa, my maid which didnt come to work since yesterday, dont want come because she is afraid by him, because he knows by Rosas aborted, recognized son Mammat that she had a lover....the last days. This is officially a no go in this country, husbands are allowed somehow but if a wife do same she is taking a big, very big risk.......

Anyway, he told for me as my position as a Boss I should not be too strong but not too soft with my words and understanding when I will talk with her.

Unfortunately I cannot talk with Rosa, she gave no reaction to sms or calls.

He tell also the small, curly haired woman in R.`s house is just moved in and she finds it very good to have a home....( cant wait what R. will  tell when I tell it..)

He told my kids maid is still thinking if she want work further for my kid or not. I had the impression that she is bored from the job which is maybe just too easy going.....

I need to go before Ani was "back" again, I apologized because I had to go to the notary...he wanted to know by car or by bike, because it will rain.

I told by bike, and he was whispering something "secretly" and then he told it will be ok.

We had no rain on the way, it starts maybe half an hour after I returned!!! 

He is great!!!!

 

1 Kommentar 12.4.11 13:51, kommentieren